stress, and more stress

i will have to update about the hiking trip and the banquet i attended this weekend later (probably tomorrow). But right now i'm gonna talk about my week in a nutshell and why i'm soo wound out right now.

source 1: trying to pass my PK exam. I took it once last week, and didn't pass. so i'm gonna have to retake it again. will likely to be on tuesday. this is one exam you have to take and retake and retake until you pass. or you can't go on rotation. I thought i did good, but apparently not. -_-

source 2: Capstone test --our comprehensive pharmacy competency exam we take ALSO before we go on rotations. if you dont pass --again -- you dont get to go. where do i start to study for all the millions of drugs we've learned from the past 3 years? and the minuite details like side affects, dosage, class, brand/generic name, guidelines...

source 3: get assigned to summer 1 rotation. so in 3 weeks i'll be practicing what i've learned actually ON THE JOB.

source4: having to find housing within 3 weeks--because i have to rent a place in hawaii, and i can't take a look at the apt before i get there. so everything is done over the internet. and people are slow at it. i'm freaking out. i'm waiting for people's response and i dont want to lose my other leads as well.

source 5: having a presentation in front of the class on thursday. and i have to bend some law to make it sound like in my favor. i'm sure the whole class and the professor will be like wtf?! nerve wrecking, and hard grading.

source 6: may have to alter dress for the next banquet happening on friday. no time to take to taylor. dress doesn't fit. got dress cheap, not sure if it's work the money of alteration. but no time to do it anyway.

Source 7: FINAL tomorrow. and i haven't started.