a repetitive one

so just got back from work 2 hrs ago (it's midnight right now), am feeling the same feelings as i've always felt, drained, discouraged, and sad. i'm beginning to repeat myself in every post now.

- a doctor who CLEARLY knew he couldn't write himself a prescription for controlled medications was trying to trick me into filling the meds for him. what an asshole. and i was all trying to be helpful. clearly he was taking me along for the ride. even the pharmacist said that. very very gullible of me.

- irate patients who are rude and talk down to you

- boss telling me i need to be more careful with the cash register because apparently, the numbers don't match up when i cashier. (and i have no friggin idea why)

- boss PMSing (history repeating itself again)

- overtly PDA couple trying to show me how much they love each other, usually something like a old white man and his asian lady.

- few attractive patients, if there is any, usually picking up something for their herpes or mental medications or viagra, or picking up somethign for their wives/kids/girlfriends

there ARE a few heart-warming perks, though, in this darkness:

- some people are pleasant and understanding enough and share my pain and always comfort me about the asses i had to deal with before them.

- few people who are gracious enough to thank me by my name (they spotted it on my badge). very sweet gesture.

- the latino guy who works in the front of the store. (maybe it's not a bad idea to just give in to this ray of sunshine in my life)....even if he's 18!!! (j/k i dont really know. will have to find out)

So yeah, you think you study hard and go through school to try to be a professional, and the crap you have to deal with like your degree doesn't matter, makes you doubt your choices every day.


and i'm repeating myself, i know.